Ordinary...the one n only

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Talk to myself?

Keep telling myself, 加油!
sometimes feels like i'm lying to myself...
sometimes, i think i overcome this feeling juz by ignoring it...
but, it keeps coming back over and over again...

他的好,他的可爱,他的温暖,他的调皮。。。

feel so...memorable...i guess...

好希望他能知道,但害怕希望带来失望的心情,早已把这念头给沉没了。。。

Friday, August 5, 2011

Another emo nite...

4/8/2011, i updated my FB status by posting 心动了, 但不能行动。。。
The next day some close friends look at me wit those eyes which they are hunger for your explanation...
i bet u all know tat kind of look...but this is a personal thing which i just wana keep to myself...

and guys, be fair k!

i dun knw y i like him so much, everytime, i try to keep some space between us,
he will just come and approach... lol, is it i'm the 1 who think too much or he's trying to make fun...

i'm so clear tat he's unavailable, but he's juz to sweet and cute...and its hard to mad at him...

almost all the time i wonder, did he ever felt  wat i'm feeling??? does he knows??? does he feels the same way as i do...??

the question is should i told him...!!!!!!! THE ANS OBVIOUSLY ITS A NO!NO NO NO!!!
but the inner side of me, i really hope he knows it!!! but i scared tat it'll scare him away!

Guess my worries had overcome my feelings and courage...its nt easy...cuz i hv no 1 to talk to....

someone, GUIDE ME PLEASE!